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comclusion [Nov. 11th, 2004|12:42 am]
[mood |crushedcrushed]

lets see... some how today I managed to fuck up my life even more so than it already is.. I made the alarm at the house go off and pissed Jeannine and Steve off.. I thought I shut the door hard enough I mean Jesus I go through the fucking thing everyday.. I have to be out of here by Dec. 16 or 17. I don't know what I am going to do.. I have no where to go and I will probably lose my job..
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New something or another... [Nov. 4th, 2004|11:27 am]
[mood |hornyhorny]
[music |Jonathan breathing behind me]

I don't know the reason for titles anymore... you know? It seems like everything we do needs a title... hhmmm... yeah so I have been sick for all of you who didnt know but I am sure you all knew. I didnt get to work all week but I guess that turned out for the best... cause I was in fact actually sick this time. Funny how shit like that works out. So I woke up this morning and hacked up what looked like the other half of my lung... and for those of you who didnt want to know that dont read my journal cause I really dont care what make you "erk" or not.. hehe. I got to see my boyfriend EVERYDAY this week... and yes I did say everyday. It was absolutly amazing if I might say myself ::big cheesy grin:: so what's the deal for this weekend... Josh you need to get that estimate for car and I get paid tomorrow and you know what that means... MORE BUD! Okay I need to bring it back down to like a 3. Alrighty Ohh... Imma go and spend time with Jonathan. Talk to you guys later.
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roll it up.. light it up... inhale... exhale [Oct. 29th, 2004|01:45 am]
[mood |highhigh]
[music |Nick coughing]

I really wanna write in here but... I am really high so I will write in here tomorrow...
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Fat Kitty [Oct. 28th, 2004|12:12 pm]
I love Anikin or how ever you spell his name... he is the fatest cat and he is so fucking cute. I think he if filled with pudding.
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Josh's money [Oct. 26th, 2004|05:33 pm]
No I am so thankful for him but rides are expensive... if I had good parents and didn't live with Megan's I would probably have a car... hmm... maybe I will steal one.. hell it's free. My mom is in town now "boo hiss" I wish she would buy me some clothes I really need some and not because I am a girl it is just that I am in desperate need of new attire. So I got a tight new picture for my LJ and I bet you can't guess what it is holding! I am not going to tell anyone either... mwhahaha. Well another dollar another day I have to go to work but I might get off early so that means I am going to go get high and I might talk to you later... And no Megan I didn't forget to update you on the bullshit at the Peterson residence I just don't have time... i fell asleep earlier.
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meat loaf... no not the singer [Oct. 26th, 2004|01:33 am]
I wish I could have seen my boyfriend tonight but I got to hang out with Ellen though and I got to smoke... but I still miss my boyfriend... meh... I need to stop being so attached I just love him too much. My feet hurt from work I hate just standing that long... see I can walk for that long but I can't stand that long. I constantly move around at work it is hard for me to stand still. I need to have a few conversations with some people soon but I know I will end up forgetting.. Okay well I am going to go because I am really high and I keep forgetting what I am talking about so bye for now!
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work [Oct. 25th, 2004|11:47 am]
I hate working... then I think about money and the thought have having it out weighs not working. I think I am going to get an apartment with my sister and her boyfriend. I really want Jonathan to move in with me but I dont think that will happen anytime soon :(.... I think it is funny how it took my sister this long to figure how bad it sucks living at home... thats why i never went back
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time [Oct. 24th, 2004|03:45 pm]
[mood |crappycrappy]

I think it is really weird how I always look at the clock right at 3:24 "if you do not understand this that is my birthday" I dunno I just think it is weird. So I spent the evening with Jonathan last night and I had a lot of fun. We don't go on dates that often... we really never used to either... so when we go I have a lot of fun. We decided that every two weeks we will go out to dinner or go to the movies, etc... I think it will help mend some of the problems we have been having. I in the process of coming up with a possible yet permanent solution to my living situation since I need to move out of Megan's parents house. Some people think that moving back to my house will fix my situation with the car but I don't think it will and I will probably end up losing my job because my dad is notorious for not doing what he says... So with that I must go to work.
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SLEEPY [Oct. 24th, 2004|02:04 am]
[mood |sleepysleepy]

I just got home from dinner and I thought I would create a new one of these here thingys but now I am tired so I will write more tomorrow...
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